I dont know, to be honest. But since I know only a couple important people will read this, its a perfectly good place to let them all know what's been going on with me.

About a month and a half ago, I moved into an apartment with my friend. It seemed like a good thing to invest in beforehand. Hell I'm 20 and I can get a job no problem! But evidently the economy's worse than I thought. So far I've had no good job leads, and my EBT benefits were terminated earlier this month, meaning that now even the scarce food I had will be even scarcer.

That being said, I'm around 5'11" and 120lbs. If that's not malnourished please inform me what is. Add scoliosis onto that and you've got a recepie for daily agonizing(a little extreme word choice I know) pain.

With all this eating at me it's been much more of a chore to keep up my social life. Eventually I just completely forgot about it for a week or two, unintentionally shutting out some important people. I apologize. Maintaining social connections under high levels of stress is difficult for me.

Now, before you get your panties in a twist and leave a comment along the lines of 'Well MY problems are so much worse and you don't see ME complaining!', please understand that I don't give a fuck about you unless you're one of a small jumble of friends/closer. You'll know who you are.